The Jeep and Winch

As much as I want to add the winch to my Jeep, I don't know if I am actually going to be able to do so. It would cost me about $2000 to have the winch I want and have it installed. Usually that wouldn't be too much of an issue with me, but this year is different. I can't in good conscience spend that much money accessorizing a toy when I don't know what exactly is going on with my parents financially. I know I have to worry about myself and let them take care of themselves. I just can't. I have already offered and tried to give my dad some money to help out in the expense of my mom's ordeal. They have insurance, but insurance doesn't cover everything. Yes, I know the financial status of the business and I can tell you it from memory. That doesn't help the personal accounts and I don't know them. I am not setup to be involved there. My own personal financial data and the business is all I know and am responsible for. If I do get the winch I want to put on the Jeep, it won't be till sometime late May or June. I could settle for a different winch, but I don't do that. I learned a long time ago that I don't do well settling for things. It is always better off for me and my state of mind if I get what I originally decide on, no matter if it is more expensive. That being said, sometimes I have to wait to get things the way I want them and that is way better than regretting getting a substitute product. I know this is odd, but we all have our own quirks we have to deal with. Quirks are what makes each of us different and interesting.